It never takes much to slip past the border that every person holds on to for support, for stability. I think that most people must have a brain structure formed around keeping it close. It must be some requisite of developing, something hard-wired into them. How else could so many people do something so effortlessly, yet so integral to society. And the defects, their defects are what ends up mattering.
It’s dematurating to be a part of that skewed crop. it’s demoralizing to try to keep from realizing that that’s just an excuse.
I don’t need to excise, but to exorcise.